Dear March

Dearest Carlisle,

How can I miss someone like you when I haven't been around you? Maybe Mama is just frustrated I am still not even close in having you, that Mommy is still not pregnant. So if you can hear me Carlisle, please help Mommy pray ok? I always imagine you in Lucky Me's commercial when i hear the little boy say "sasabihin ko sa mommy ko ang ganda ganda mo:) "

Anyway, last March 21 (three months to go dada and I will be 6 months married) we went to see St Clare's Relic and heard mass. She is one of the Patron Saint in Obando, Bulacan. I was wondering if Mama will dance this year again. Dada cannot anak. He is having bad symptoms again but manageable.

So I decided to try the GM diet for a week again. I'm mostly home so I guess one week of sacrifice during this lent is fine.

Another thing is Dada's birthday is soon! We Don't have money (again) so maybe a simple meal is fine no parties no hotel no usual stuff on birthdays.

If I could have one wish, that is for me to have the discipline to take good care of myself and hopefully make my generative faculties fertile and working.

Star is getting fat too. I dont know why :)