two week wait

i have been fighting madness within this period or what you call a two week wait. Today is monday and i will test friday, June 15 feast of sacred heart. I have some possible pregnancy symptoms like breast tenderness just today, i have been having vivid dreams for the past 2 nights, craving for pizza, my temp is always up. Ihave read somewhere you can have stuffy nose when pregnant which i have been feeling the past few days. It takes some patience for me not to purchase and use the pregnancy test kit. So Friday it is. I actually have one place now i find it peaceful and full of hope. It's near our home probably just 15 minutes without traffic. The church is called Santo Sepulcro. Or Church of the Holy Sepulcher. Prior to my last ob gyne visit, I attended mass on that day to visit the place and heard mass. People say one must hear mass for 9 executive Fridays. I am done with two masses, so seven more to go. Prayers will keep me sane and i hope Papap Jesus will hear my prayers soon.