thank you for healers

hi lailail:) Yesterday, sister EMMA who is a healer went to visit the school. I personally thank God for healers. I was also introduced to Father Ferdinand who is said to be a healing priest also. I felt his presence or the Lord's presence when he touched Dada Mikee and me. Whatever it was, I believe. I thank God for sending Father Suarez, sister Emma and all the healers in this world.

Dada's bday is 2 days from now. I wish next year when he turns 30 we have you na! Oh how much i miss you. I cannot explain anak even up to this day i long for you. Hindi ko alam ano gagawin sayo if girl ka. Because we always dreamed, imagined and loathed for a baby boy. So this blog might be useless if girl ka, lol:)

Dear March

Dearest Carlisle,

How can I miss someone like you when I haven't been around you? Maybe Mama is just frustrated I am still not even close in having you, that Mommy is still not pregnant. So if you can hear me Carlisle, please help Mommy pray ok? I always imagine you in Lucky Me's commercial when i hear the little boy say "sasabihin ko sa mommy ko ang ganda ganda mo:) "

Anyway, last March 21 (three months to go dada and I will be 6 months married) we went to see St Clare's Relic and heard mass. She is one of the Patron Saint in Obando, Bulacan. I was wondering if Mama will dance this year again. Dada cannot anak. He is having bad symptoms again but manageable.

So I decided to try the GM diet for a week again. I'm mostly home so I guess one week of sacrifice during this lent is fine.

Another thing is Dada's birthday is soon! We Don't have money (again) so maybe a simple meal is fine no parties no hotel no usual stuff on birthdays.

If I could have one wish, that is for me to have the discipline to take good care of myself and hopefully make my generative faculties fertile and working.

Star is getting fat too. I dont know why :)

mommy is sick

dear lailail mommy is sick since feb 16 and i feel sorry for dada bec we dont have money nagalaw na savings ni mama lhat money ni dada napunta lang sa mga check up ko tuloy tuloy lang gastos anak buti wla kpa kundi bibigay na si mama sa depression. ilang beses ko naisip malala ang sakit ko and im dying. :( i miss sasha. star is beside me. kinailangan ni mama magslip sa alabang si dada naiwan sa binan. ill talk to you soon slip nako