Saint Gianna's feast day

36 degrees celcius. Summer heat is getting worse. Mike had nosebleed moments again while taking a shower 2 days ago. And I did not freak out because since April started i was just waiting for it to happen. And I must say this is better than last summer where he was on medical leave because he was ill last summer. Anyway, day6 of duphaston. Im mostly home due to the intense heat. As if summer is mad. It's even harder when you are on medication because it makes your head ache, makes your muscles cramp and tummy aches. But all for you Carlisle. Just to have you, that one miracle I am praying for. Today is the feast day of Saint Gianna, happy feast day! when im bored i usually just read testimonies from a website dedicated for her. I could not think of any other first name aside from Gianna be ause as promised, Gianna will be the name of my first daughter. I hope my pregnancy this year will be a safe one. Yes I am mightly claiming it already that I have deep faith I will get pregnant this year and definitely give birth next year. Now is a great time. Next year Carlisle or Gianna, you will be welcomed by a loving family.

Saint Gianna and Babyshower

Just some random thoughts not specifically for you Lailail. Last Saturday night I was thinking about Saint Gianna because it is nearing her feast day when I was channel surfing. I hardly go up to EWTN but somehow that night i just kept on searching channels until i saw Saint Gianna"s life story. Ironic lang diba? (Summer now and it's gonna rain hard here as i type). I hope saint gianna remembers my prayers too. I once touched her gloves which is considered a second hand relic.

Yesterday we just went to mass at 8:30 and stayed here at home until late afternoon. We went to a relative"s baby shower. I was thinking of how pretty your own baby shower will be and more fun and lots of games! It will be here at home in Binan and ill ask some people to prepare a simple meal or better like Ate Mia's bring your own food. Potluck is better. Your room will be upstairs. Our Lego room will be you room since it is the cleanest. I think you will hardly stay in your own room anyway. Im on my second day to duphaston anak. May God and all the saints in heaven continue to guide Dra Morin as she treats me in this difficult journey once again.

It takes 27 days to Make It a Habit

it takes 27 days to make it a habit. yestarday mikee star and i went walking/ jogging arund nuvali. a total of 45 minutes. got tired immidiately and went to slip early. today day 2 i was all by myself so i asked star to join me and ha was panting so hard i had to stop. 25 more days to go before i makeit a habit. So help me God. I can only do it at night because if i wake up to early, what shall i do?

April 13

dear dada,

you always know how to comfort me in times of sadness:) thank you! i was a bit upset with the usual negative result. i don't know why until now there are times being sad seems fresh even if i should and must be used to some constant things i have no control. you seem to protect me from returning into depression. you may not be aware but i feel that way.