30 Weeks and Counting

Dearest Carlisle and Gianna,

I had written a blog about your gender prior to this one but I haven't posted it yet. Anyway, we are now 30 weeks from yesterday. and as usual, things got a little dramatic when I texted Dra De Jesus that i was having contractions and we were ordered to have Non Stress Test for both of you. So you see, Mommy is a little worried you will be out soon and Daddy Mikee panicked. 

Its not a great experience after all because two nights ago, Dec 6 it was lola Evie's birthday so we ate at King Bee. That same night, I was in pain i couldn't move. I barely can walk and Daddy had to help me. Even at night I had to ask daddy to help me get up. Daddy loves us so much we dont want you out yet because it will be harder for everyone. We want what is best for you so If I had to stay in bed for 6 weeks I will do it. 

We love you both. Hang in there and pls cooperate. 

May 3, 2008 diary

To My future first born,

As I write to you my first journal entry let me emphasize how precious you are to me. I have so many stories to share with you. i dont even knoew where to start, on which chapter i may say. Life suffering from infertility is shattering. There are times that i want to give up for there are lonely days. I am still learning. I am just 24 and i have suffered from a painful miscarriage. I have been to several doctors, several treatments...so far syempre wala padin result. but I am still hoping with the grace of God that the Lord will give me enough strenght and patience. I am just being sentimental because my journey has been long (long enough for me).

Anyway, your father Mike had his first gym visit today. (its for your daddy too he suffered from TIA) In just a few days your dad will be exactly a year afetr suffering from this illness. But he has lost a lot of weight. Maybe you can see naman sa pictures.

About me today, I have a very heavy period which made me domesticated today. I forgot to tell you that I am goig back to work. It was last December 5,2006 when i last worked. I am so opften bored with my life just waiting for the day to see you. If you will ask me someday what I do everyday here's my answer. I eat (which made me heavier!), I sleep often, I surf the net but I am not techie, I read a lot and do the same old stuff. "Kawawa naman ako" I usually say that kaya good for me ill be back sq corporate world. I just hope this time I will be able to stay long enough para magka maternity benefits.

Here are some names I'd like you to have. Miguel Lorenzo (if twins +) Gabriel Angelo. If girl naman nickename Zia name Joanne Zia. It means light in arabic.

x'cess: Ate sasa is sleeping half of the time I was writing. I hope maabutan mo si ate.

Our letter to dada

Dear Dada, 

 I love you so much even if i don't tell you often. I am blessed to have you as my partner in life. You are always there to support me. Even if we weren't married yet you supported me and maybe you dont remember things as much  as i do. You bought me pants and pink blouse and a green one for my first job at convergys. You subscribed real living for me even  if we both know I am not a practicing designer. You used to do my homework when i had no computer or my internet was down. Maybe you forgot those already im pretty sure but those little things made me fall in love with you. 

Now that we are expecting two babies, I know you will be the best father for them. I just hope you would not spoil them. dada mahirap man at magastos basta magkakasama tayo apat at healthy tayong lahat ok na sa akin. I dont want branded items for our kids i just want what is essential for them. Do not stress yourself before they arrive lets just enjoy our remaining days together just the two of us because sure ako major adjustment  pagdating nila. I will expect a reply from you.

Pre Term Labor experience

Our first official hospitalization happened around 9:45 pm at Asian hospital September 8 2012. Mommy knew something was up when i was having contractions during the day. I tried to sleep on it. It was a Saturday so I even begged daddy, can we not go home please? He insisted for us to go home to Alabang. We went dirst to the shop and then a delivery to Lola Tess at Ayala and I think that made things worse be ause when We were on our way home, I was having pain already in my buttocks. Arriving home, yaya Eden was already at her province so daddy and I were alone. When grandparents came, Dada had fever already:( Poor dady! I was taking care of him when I peed and saw blood in my tissue after wiping. I did not freak outp as much because I saw brown blood. Brown means old blood so I wasnt that scared. I had to text Ninang Maan's mom so we can have peace of mind when she instructed me to go to to Asian because I may have pre term labor, oh that scared me:( I dont want you early yet! Too early because you will never have a chance of survival at this stage. Dada was so guilty because I was scolding him saying I told you I was not feeling well which I was not faking. Something could have happened and I wouldnt forget how much panic it hit us that you were both in danger. 

But I remember funny things:) Carlisle you like to play with dopler machines! Each time a nurse tried to catch you and get your pulse rate, you were so ON in playing hide and seek! Which Zachary will usually just cooperate even on ultrasounds:) You showed your back and spine Carlisle while Zac i had to admit I couldnt figure out your face! All because you were lying on your placenta baby:) I thought it was part of your face. Zac you are so handsome! you showed yournlittle face already:) Pretty boy:) 

I am just glad and thankful to the Lord that Dada is getting better and you are just ok. The pain has stopped last night. It was just the nasty IV insertion that bothered me all the while. I learned my lesson not to push my pupu even if it was bothering me:( I did not sleep while we were at Genesis, the Icu of pregnant moms at Asian. Dada had to leave us at 5am because his fever was high and it was terribly cold there so he could not rest as well. Mommy was scared to be all alone but managed because the nurses there are all friendly:)

Aug 8 &30

Dear babies,

Its been a while since I last posted an update. Im sorry its been a roller coaster ride. I will forever hold on To those memories. Later will be my 11th wek check up, Wednesday. Its been raining cats and dogs the past few weeks and I had another scare when I bled last Saturday. I felt cramping the whole day and I had spotting with bright red when I woke up. Maybe you cannot tolerate without your duvadilan. Im afraid we are being dependent on that medicine too much. But what can I do? Your safety is the most important thing in the world for us. When I am more ready I will share more details. Keep safe my twins. I am hoping to get another glimpse of your movements later. love you

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dear babies,

how are you? last tues we went to PGh for apas test and it was not a pleasant experience. We were hungry due to fasting and oh my it smells bad there. We will know the results by tom. Hoping it is negative so we will all have peace of mind and less complication. 

Im sorry if we cannot eat enough most of the time. Nagtitipid kasi tayo anak and I feel guilty because mama is taking most of our finances due to medication i need to keep you all safe. Dada is doing his best and a good job in providing for all our needs. We love you and you are our outmost priority. So please bear with mommy and daddy. We are lucky enough to have a home, helpers to manage the house and a car to bring us to places we need to go to. We should always thank papa Jesus for giving us all the blessings most especially for keeping you safe. 

Last time i had my scan, Carlisle changed position 3 times while you Zac burried your head when Dra was trying to measure you. Shy baby. Tomorrow Im guessing you are 16 weeks. Dada will hear mass at 5 am but mama has to stay home so we can rest. I dont want to jeopardize your safety by insisting on going to mass there because last time there was flood. Also Its Sasha's death anniversary tom, 3 years has passed and i had a dream about her last night. Kuya Star on theother hand will be sad because yaya Eden will soon leave us, she needs to go back to Bicol her hometown. We all love you babies. We are excited to see you by Jan next year and this Christmas will be a merry one for me and Dada so excited to see you!

14 weeks and 5 days

I have a theory darling you got dada's genes. :) you are big babies! It was our first time to have your scan at Asian Hospital. You were shy. Carlisle you turned your back when we were trying to get your picture and Zac, you burried your head down and wouldnt face us. Maybe you were hungry and irritable or just simply shy.

You guys are 13 weeks

DEar babies,

i miss wirting. i have some drafts i havent published yet. its been an emotional roller coaster for me and dada and im so tamad to write. i have been placed on bedrest since june 21 probably almost 2 months ago and its been hard. We watched bourne legacy:) im not too afraid now to go out because im not actively bleeding my last spotting was at 9 and 10 weeks.

your tita joni and ate julia went to visit you yesterday and you were both behave because we kept on telling you days before that if you wont behave, we will not eat at Italianis. And i just felt bad that morning because i threw up everything i ate. but the rest of the day you were fine until i woke up in the middle of the night with a strange colds and i had to wake up. Kuya anton is now sick due to dengue he has been hospitalized since last sunday hope he gets well soon tom and will be discharged.

Like i said, im too tired to write my thoughts. I just want you to behave please.

Vanishing Twin Syndrome

It's both sad and good news when we heard that baby number 2 stopped growing and no fetal heartbeat at all. Good news because from 100 Carlisle's heartbeat is now 136 and continues to grow in size. I would love to have twins but God will always know what is best. Doctor's advice is always even if with just one baby, it is better to have one so complications will lessen. And I would be thankful enough because if there was  an abnormality with the second baby, it would be more difficult to raise each one equally. So we love you Carlisle no matter what. We would continue to pray to Lolo Uweng for a safe pregnancy.  LAST SUNDAY: Can I Just Complain? Carlisle, Gianna or Isaac Mommy is having a very difficult day today and I wanna cry but somehow I couldnt afford to become emotional today because i feel really sick and I dont like it babies. I know im doing a good job by just lying in bed most of the time but i dont like lying down because its so hard for me to get up! I threw up 4x today can you be kinder tom? 

Friday Mass at Landayan

I have been going to Sto Sepulchro Church is Landayan, San Pedro laguna for the past 4 fridays. I had to beg Mike to take me since Dra. Morin ordered me on strict bed rest. I compromised that I will just sit while at mass and i did by the way but eventually I asked Mike to just finish the gospel and take me home because im having backpains with the seat. I feel that I don't fit anymore. Anyway, I humbly asked lolo uweng to take away all the pain, subchronic hemorrhage and bless my twins with a good heartbeat or good yolk sac for my next ultrasound. He still gives me peace and hope. I will forever be grateful for Lolo Uweng for showering me with blessings most importantly blessing me with my twins. Carlisle, you are now 5 weeks. Last Thursday during the ultrasound it states you are less than 5 weeks age of gestation. You are not alone, you have a brother or a sister to share with your journey. Please share everything from food, nutrients, oxygen, blood etc. Mommy is always nauseous everytime i try to sit after kying down, when i stand up because of acidity. But i had to sacrifice lying in bed for the next 2 months ahead for you. We love you! If I can make an extra wish it will be a baby girl and a baby boy:)

You Gave Me A Scare

Many woman have pregnancy scare but what I experienced this afternoon was a miscarriage scare once again. Even if you have prepared yourself, your soul and your every being with the possibility of spotting or any pain related to pregnancy issues, you still cannot prepare yourself once fear of losing the baby kicks in. It may feel like remission.  Today is our 6th wedding anniversary and i had spotting. I was scared but not too scared. 

kinakabahan

after two days i have to test again one more sleep but hindi ako mkatulog since i was asleep the whole afternoon. kinakabahan ako na hindi ko maintindihan kasi i have been having back pain which is not a good sign for pregnancy pero siguro kaya sumasakit is because matagal tagal din ako nakahiga today. i just want to blog bout this feeling. I am also on crinone gel today. i hve to hold my wiwi for atleast until 3 am para d naman sayang yung gamot and for the hcg to go up. I am excited tom baby. whatever happens i will still o to mass. my third mass for my nine mass novena sana baby mabuo ko. love you!

Another Pregnancy Test

Oh noh:) Mama thought you are there already with the positive pregnancy test but we have to repeat the pregnancy test by tom, June 15 feast of sacred heart. I am still hopefulmyou are there already baby. Sorry its mama's fault i got excited to test baba. I will go the Lolo Uweng again tom for another prayer. Hope you are still positive tom Carlisle.

Hello Carlisle!

Good job Carlisle! I am not supposed to do a pregnancy test until June 18 according to Dra. Morin and according to my calculations, tom June 14 atleast. But i had a hunch you might show a slight positive or a faint line today. I decided let's go for it. It's Sasha's 7th bday today. I think Sasha talked with Carlisle to show up as her gift for mommy and daddy. In 8 days, it will be our 6th wedding anniversary!What a special surprise!

two week wait

i have been fighting madness within this period or what you call a two week wait. Today is monday and i will test friday, June 15 feast of sacred heart. I have some possible pregnancy symptoms like breast tenderness just today, i have been having vivid dreams for the past 2 nights, craving for pizza, my temp is always up. Ihave read somewhere you can have stuffy nose when pregnant which i have been feeling the past few days. It takes some patience for me not to purchase and use the pregnancy test kit. So Friday it is. I actually have one place now i find it peaceful and full of hope. It's near our home probably just 15 minutes without traffic. The church is called Santo Sepulcro. Or Church of the Holy Sepulcher. Prior to my last ob gyne visit, I attended mass on that day to visit the place and heard mass. People say one must hear mass for 9 executive Fridays. I am done with two masses, so seven more to go. Prayers will keep me sane and i hope Papap Jesus will hear my prayers soon.

A Day To Remember

A DAY TO REMEMBER Last May 30, 2012 Mikee and I went to Tagaytay to have an overnight escapade. It was a little gesture from Mikee that I did appreciate very much because he was extremely busy with work with the enrollment period. But we needed to escape from the hectic schedule even just for one night. We arrived at the Lee Botique hotel around 6:30 and had dinner at Shakeys Summit Ridge. We only paid 2k for an overnight stay which is not that bad. The room was big enough with a queen size bed i requested. We had a good night until 2:30 when a group of drunk teen agers checked in right beside our room and then we discovered that the room was not insulated properly when it comes to sound proofing the room. Simply maybe the walls are just wood planks. Or adjoining rooms? I couldnt help it so we called the receptionist to complain and thankfully the other room kept their voices down. Breakfast was ok. I ordered corned beef while Mike ordered daing na bangus. Mike didnt want to stay for one more night so I just asked him to drive us to Don Bosco to pray my daily novena. Then we went to Sonya's Garden to have a massage. As usual Mike didnt want a massage so it was just me. I had sonya's signature massage and im glad i chose that because its highly recommended and I loved it:) It was a good day:) Mike had lbm so we had to go home. I want to do it again maybe in October? It's starting to rain again as June entered. A day before leaving Tagaytay, I went to Landayan church who is to believed to be miraculous with a  lying down Jesus I have known since childhood as "Senor" buut they call it Lolo Weng. I was lucky to touch the image in a short line as mass was about to start. I am actually going there later. With Mikee. 

2 movies

today i watched 2 movies. i was alone when i watched born to love you and with mikee when i watched men in black. I actually lacked sleep because of frequent urination. I hate it when its cold. I also had some mild cramps. is it implantation? only god knows. love you. im trying to kill time here. i hope 2 week wait will give me a bfp!

left ovary: 21.6mm right ovay: 15mm

Dear Carlisle,

You've grown bigger:) I thank the Lord for listening to my hearts desire. Sana anak tuloy tuloy na:) Also my endometrial appearance is: triminar with intact subendometrial halo and its thickness is 9mm which is minimum 8mm. Please cooperate with dada's sperms ok? :) I am excited to see you. June 18 will be my pregnancy test day and June 20 will be my next check up with Dra. Morin. Really hoping and praying for the best. I love you! Dada said: Be good little one. Listen to mama and dada and make us proud anak.

mommy

garden walk

dear carlisle, i hope its you! yesterday i went to see dra morin for my follicle monitoring. we saw in my left ovary 16mm follicle (may 25,  12) two days ago it was 12mm. there is also in my right two ovaries measuring  12mm and 10mm. i am hopefully with this cycle maybe just wishing and praying?  this morning i woke up at 7 which is very unusual for me. i went in the garden at the back, yesterday happy, my friend/ yoga instructor advised me yesterday its good to step on grass as you walk. i also read it somewhere that it helps you connect with mother earth. so i gave it a try. after that dada and i ate a healthy breakfast with bread, basil, goats cheese, tomatoes and mozzarella.  im trying everything to put on balance. im trying my best not to get stressed. yoga, diet, massage plus a lot of pleading just to have you with God. everything is just falling in its right place. your dada loves the meals. he is hesitant in having a vacation or take some time off. but i insist!  im praying there is a mature egg darling. please be cooperative and dont ket mommy have injections anymore. i just want it natural and timed intercourse. i love you carlisle or gianna. 

may 15 2009

I am beginning to get impatient. Everyone who is TTC (Trying to Conceive) can relate for sure. April 19 '09 was my very first IUI. It surprised me Gonal F worked this time but I had to inject for 6 times with 75IU. Clomid did not work the last time so I took a different drug which is way more expensive (Like 3x more)! Doctor J. said I am one of few patients with PCOS who cannot (or should I say doesn't?) respond to medications to well. He's a well known Reproductive Endocrinologist in the country by the way. I'm not surprised by his statement because I hear that a lot from my previous OB's.

My infertility journey started back in early 2007. I got married June of 2006 and easily got pregnant but had a miscarriage. Missed Abortion is how they described it. Oh such a nightmare. Goood thing I married young. I never thought I will encounter and deal with bigger problems. It was a year later when I was diagnosed with PCOs. I never had it before. I was closely monitored. Monthly blood exams, weekly tvu's, regular check ups. I gave up my job so just I can relax and focus. Moving forward, I was only 23 then, so Doctors did not pay much attention on me when I always complained that I wanted to have a baby. "You're too young...you still have time..." Finally after two years, Dr. J was much more cooperative. He said we can do it on your own , he'll just help us during the stimulation of the eggs. I insisted NO Way, I woukld rather pay for an IUI even if it is way to expensive compared to natural. We spent around $1,000 on our own if we were to convert to PHP. Good thing I insisted because on the day of sperm collection, we had the min requirement of sperm, just good enough to say everything will be just fine. With hubby's history, he never had problems with his SA (sperm Analysis). Only during that time, how ironic can it get? I am not much hopeful now beacuse the lining of my endometrium is too thin, so I was given Duphaston for 10 days (2x a day) right after IUI.

Hopefully after years of waiting, this year will be a bright one. More stories to come this week, stay tuned and thanks for reading!
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this was the time i was so frustrated, aggressive and so lost with all the work ups

Dear Cohen meals: let us help each other. Mike lost 20kilos before while i prepared all his meals. It's so similar to you! Only his dietician was stricter! I will fight this battle. (you and yoga plus writing will be my soldiers) May God guide me and my very beautiful and kind doctor, Dra. Morin while on treatment.

I cannot believe this special day for me. Today is my day 13 and i had an ultrasound which measures 14 and 12mm with only clomid! Before kasi nakaka 3x a day injection na ako ng gonal-f a day then mga 2-3 days yun. And i lost 2 kilos! since May 11 so its been 13 days 2 kilos is good! Im into cohen diet now together with mikee. Adjustment stage nga lang pero with the results namanits so promising so might as well continue eating the right kind of food. I'm still in disbelief with this good news. but not too good exactly since my endometrium is thin so dra prescribed me Progynova. I also asked Dra to inject me gonal f nadin para hindi masayang ang cycle follow up ko kasi sa friday. Not so good news kasi Mike is sick. Nanghihina siya he is dead tired. so he needs to rest. Keeping my fingers crossed. 

bridge post

im into yoga now however im dizzy as i type so just not to forget about blogging it i had to type something.

May 7, 2012

On this day of your life, Rose, we believe God wants you to know ... that it's time you cleansed yourself with laughter and with tears.

Let tears take out all the agony that is hidden inside you, and let laughter ignite your contagious joy.

 

Hi Carlisle:) This is a soso day, had a not so good feeling so I just slept in the afternoon. There's a little drama last friday so Sunday Dada and I watched the Avengers and it's so good. The theater is still full good thing we booked in advance. (Dont worry the drama is not between us). Your Tita Mary has a new dog Barney and compared to star when he was a puppy, Barney is naughty and aggressive.

I'll write later I'm trying to watch a movie.

Saint Gianna's feast day

36 degrees celcius. Summer heat is getting worse. Mike had nosebleed moments again while taking a shower 2 days ago. And I did not freak out because since April started i was just waiting for it to happen. And I must say this is better than last summer where he was on medical leave because he was ill last summer. Anyway, day6 of duphaston. Im mostly home due to the intense heat. As if summer is mad. It's even harder when you are on medication because it makes your head ache, makes your muscles cramp and tummy aches. But all for you Carlisle. Just to have you, that one miracle I am praying for. Today is the feast day of Saint Gianna, happy feast day! when im bored i usually just read testimonies from a website dedicated for her. I could not think of any other first name aside from Gianna be ause as promised, Gianna will be the name of my first daughter. I hope my pregnancy this year will be a safe one. Yes I am mightly claiming it already that I have deep faith I will get pregnant this year and definitely give birth next year. Now is a great time. Next year Carlisle or Gianna, you will be welcomed by a loving family.

Saint Gianna and Babyshower

Just some random thoughts not specifically for you Lailail. Last Saturday night I was thinking about Saint Gianna because it is nearing her feast day when I was channel surfing. I hardly go up to EWTN but somehow that night i just kept on searching channels until i saw Saint Gianna"s life story. Ironic lang diba? (Summer now and it's gonna rain hard here as i type). I hope saint gianna remembers my prayers too. I once touched her gloves which is considered a second hand relic.

Yesterday we just went to mass at 8:30 and stayed here at home until late afternoon. We went to a relative"s baby shower. I was thinking of how pretty your own baby shower will be and more fun and lots of games! It will be here at home in Binan and ill ask some people to prepare a simple meal or better like Ate Mia's bring your own food. Potluck is better. Your room will be upstairs. Our Lego room will be you room since it is the cleanest. I think you will hardly stay in your own room anyway. Im on my second day to duphaston anak. May God and all the saints in heaven continue to guide Dra Morin as she treats me in this difficult journey once again.

It takes 27 days to Make It a Habit

it takes 27 days to make it a habit. yestarday mikee star and i went walking/ jogging arund nuvali. a total of 45 minutes. got tired immidiately and went to slip early. today day 2 i was all by myself so i asked star to join me and ha was panting so hard i had to stop. 25 more days to go before i makeit a habit. So help me God. I can only do it at night because if i wake up to early, what shall i do?

April 13

dear dada,

you always know how to comfort me in times of sadness:) thank you! i was a bit upset with the usual negative result. i don't know why until now there are times being sad seems fresh even if i should and must be used to some constant things i have no control. you seem to protect me from returning into depression. you may not be aware but i feel that way.

thank you for healers

hi lailail:) Yesterday, sister EMMA who is a healer went to visit the school. I personally thank God for healers. I was also introduced to Father Ferdinand who is said to be a healing priest also. I felt his presence or the Lord's presence when he touched Dada Mikee and me. Whatever it was, I believe. I thank God for sending Father Suarez, sister Emma and all the healers in this world.

Dada's bday is 2 days from now. I wish next year when he turns 30 we have you na! Oh how much i miss you. I cannot explain anak even up to this day i long for you. Hindi ko alam ano gagawin sayo if girl ka. Because we always dreamed, imagined and loathed for a baby boy. So this blog might be useless if girl ka, lol:)

Dear March

Dearest Carlisle,

How can I miss someone like you when I haven't been around you? Maybe Mama is just frustrated I am still not even close in having you, that Mommy is still not pregnant. So if you can hear me Carlisle, please help Mommy pray ok? I always imagine you in Lucky Me's commercial when i hear the little boy say "sasabihin ko sa mommy ko ang ganda ganda mo:) "

Anyway, last March 21 (three months to go dada and I will be 6 months married) we went to see St Clare's Relic and heard mass. She is one of the Patron Saint in Obando, Bulacan. I was wondering if Mama will dance this year again. Dada cannot anak. He is having bad symptoms again but manageable.

So I decided to try the GM diet for a week again. I'm mostly home so I guess one week of sacrifice during this lent is fine.

Another thing is Dada's birthday is soon! We Don't have money (again) so maybe a simple meal is fine no parties no hotel no usual stuff on birthdays.

If I could have one wish, that is for me to have the discipline to take good care of myself and hopefully make my generative faculties fertile and working.

Star is getting fat too. I dont know why :)

mommy is sick

dear lailail mommy is sick since feb 16 and i feel sorry for dada bec we dont have money nagalaw na savings ni mama lhat money ni dada napunta lang sa mga check up ko tuloy tuloy lang gastos anak buti wla kpa kundi bibigay na si mama sa depression. ilang beses ko naisip malala ang sakit ko and im dying. :( i miss sasha. star is beside me. kinailangan ni mama magslip sa alabang si dada naiwan sa binan. ill talk to you soon slip nako

Clean bill of Health

Sorry i forgot to mention that Mike's recent visit with dr Macalintal was amazing. He was cleared and Doc said see you in 6 months:) what a gift to celebrate new year:)

Kung Hei Fat Choi!

Carlisle,

I am now convinced you are my imaginary son for now. Happy new year :) Last jan 23 was a holiday in celebration for chinese new year. Your mama and dada was born under the year of the pig and you may believe it or not but im into feng shui back again. yes anak, feng shui. I said back again because im back in business, my own business. I may have not mentioned tita baby yet but she's my mentor when it comes to fixing my future. You'll get to know her better im pretty sure i need her guidance up to the day you'll be a teenager. So kelan kaya yun? hahahah. she said i will prepare for your ivf this december. Ive been strict with money you know why? Because i want to have you asap. I'm really thinking of doing something to loose weight like walking or learning how to swim. Tita baby said i should not mingle with sasha general merchandise anymore. Just give it up and let dada manage the store. So I'm busy with consigning items to your tito joemil, Nanay from Iloilo (im going thee on the 29th son:) and to sgm. This is surely a busy month. Im sorry coudlnt write as often. Oh sorry i forgot to tell you the whole family went to singapore! Dada did not feel to well when we were at Universal studios. Dont worry anak, when youre a good boy mama dada and lailail (you of course!) will travel within asia and the philippines:) love you baby! i will update pics. Wala aksi internet sa bahay baby.