Our letter to dada

Dear Dada, 

 I love you so much even if i don't tell you often. I am blessed to have you as my partner in life. You are always there to support me. Even if we weren't married yet you supported me and maybe you dont remember things as much  as i do. You bought me pants and pink blouse and a green one for my first job at convergys. You subscribed real living for me even  if we both know I am not a practicing designer. You used to do my homework when i had no computer or my internet was down. Maybe you forgot those already im pretty sure but those little things made me fall in love with you. 

Now that we are expecting two babies, I know you will be the best father for them. I just hope you would not spoil them. dada mahirap man at magastos basta magkakasama tayo apat at healthy tayong lahat ok na sa akin. I dont want branded items for our kids i just want what is essential for them. Do not stress yourself before they arrive lets just enjoy our remaining days together just the two of us because sure ako major adjustment  pagdating nila. I will expect a reply from you.

Pre Term Labor experience

Our first official hospitalization happened around 9:45 pm at Asian hospital September 8 2012. Mommy knew something was up when i was having contractions during the day. I tried to sleep on it. It was a Saturday so I even begged daddy, can we not go home please? He insisted for us to go home to Alabang. We went dirst to the shop and then a delivery to Lola Tess at Ayala and I think that made things worse be ause when We were on our way home, I was having pain already in my buttocks. Arriving home, yaya Eden was already at her province so daddy and I were alone. When grandparents came, Dada had fever already:( Poor dady! I was taking care of him when I peed and saw blood in my tissue after wiping. I did not freak outp as much because I saw brown blood. Brown means old blood so I wasnt that scared. I had to text Ninang Maan's mom so we can have peace of mind when she instructed me to go to to Asian because I may have pre term labor, oh that scared me:( I dont want you early yet! Too early because you will never have a chance of survival at this stage. Dada was so guilty because I was scolding him saying I told you I was not feeling well which I was not faking. Something could have happened and I wouldnt forget how much panic it hit us that you were both in danger. 

But I remember funny things:) Carlisle you like to play with dopler machines! Each time a nurse tried to catch you and get your pulse rate, you were so ON in playing hide and seek! Which Zachary will usually just cooperate even on ultrasounds:) You showed your back and spine Carlisle while Zac i had to admit I couldnt figure out your face! All because you were lying on your placenta baby:) I thought it was part of your face. Zac you are so handsome! you showed yournlittle face already:) Pretty boy:) 

I am just glad and thankful to the Lord that Dada is getting better and you are just ok. The pain has stopped last night. It was just the nasty IV insertion that bothered me all the while. I learned my lesson not to push my pupu even if it was bothering me:( I did not sleep while we were at Genesis, the Icu of pregnant moms at Asian. Dada had to leave us at 5am because his fever was high and it was terribly cold there so he could not rest as well. Mommy was scared to be all alone but managed because the nurses there are all friendly:)