Vanishing Twin Syndrome

It's both sad and good news when we heard that baby number 2 stopped growing and no fetal heartbeat at all. Good news because from 100 Carlisle's heartbeat is now 136 and continues to grow in size. I would love to have twins but God will always know what is best. Doctor's advice is always even if with just one baby, it is better to have one so complications will lessen. And I would be thankful enough because if there was  an abnormality with the second baby, it would be more difficult to raise each one equally. So we love you Carlisle no matter what. We would continue to pray to Lolo Uweng for a safe pregnancy.  LAST SUNDAY: Can I Just Complain? Carlisle, Gianna or Isaac Mommy is having a very difficult day today and I wanna cry but somehow I couldnt afford to become emotional today because i feel really sick and I dont like it babies. I know im doing a good job by just lying in bed most of the time but i dont like lying down because its so hard for me to get up! I threw up 4x today can you be kinder tom?