To My future first born,
As I write to you my first journal entry let me emphasize how precious you are to me. I have so many stories to share with you. i dont even knoew where to start, on which chapter i may say. Life suffering from infertility is shattering. There are times that i want to give up for there are lonely days. I am still learning. I am just 24 and i have suffered from a painful miscarriage. I have been to several doctors, several treatments...so far syempre wala padin result. but I am still hoping with the grace of God that the Lord will give me enough strenght and patience. I am just being sentimental because my journey has been long (long enough for me).
Anyway, your father Mike had his first gym visit today. (its for your daddy too he suffered from TIA) In just a few days your dad will be exactly a year afetr suffering from this illness. But he has lost a lot of weight. Maybe you can see naman sa pictures.
About me today, I have a very heavy period which made me domesticated today. I forgot to tell you that I am goig back to work. It was last December 5,2006 when i last worked. I am so opften bored with my life just waiting for the day to see you. If you will ask me someday what I do everyday here's my answer. I eat (which made me heavier!), I sleep often, I surf the net but I am not techie, I read a lot and do the same old stuff. "Kawawa naman ako" I usually say that kaya good for me ill be back sq corporate world. I just hope this time I will be able to stay long enough para magka maternity benefits.
Here are some names I'd like you to have. Miguel Lorenzo (if twins +) Gabriel Angelo. If girl naman nickename Zia name Joanne Zia. It means light in arabic.
x'cess: Ate sasa is sleeping half of the time I was writing. I hope maabutan mo si ate.
