Dear Cohen meals: let us help each other. Mike lost 20kilos before while i prepared all his meals. It's so similar to you! Only his dietician was stricter! I will fight this battle. (you and yoga plus writing will be my soldiers) May God guide me and my very beautiful and kind doctor, Dra. Morin while on treatment.

I cannot believe this special day for me. Today is my day 13 and i had an ultrasound which measures 14 and 12mm with only clomid! Before kasi nakaka 3x a day injection na ako ng gonal-f a day then mga 2-3 days yun. And i lost 2 kilos! since May 11 so its been 13 days 2 kilos is good! Im into cohen diet now together with mikee. Adjustment stage nga lang pero with the results namanits so promising so might as well continue eating the right kind of food. I'm still in disbelief with this good news. but not too good exactly since my endometrium is thin so dra prescribed me Progynova. I also asked Dra to inject me gonal f nadin para hindi masayang ang cycle follow up ko kasi sa friday. Not so good news kasi Mike is sick. Nanghihina siya he is dead tired. so he needs to rest. Keeping my fingers crossed. 

bridge post

im into yoga now however im dizzy as i type so just not to forget about blogging it i had to type something.

May 7, 2012

On this day of your life, Rose, we believe God wants you to know ... that it's time you cleansed yourself with laughter and with tears.

Let tears take out all the agony that is hidden inside you, and let laughter ignite your contagious joy.

 

Hi Carlisle:) This is a soso day, had a not so good feeling so I just slept in the afternoon. There's a little drama last friday so Sunday Dada and I watched the Avengers and it's so good. The theater is still full good thing we booked in advance. (Dont worry the drama is not between us). Your Tita Mary has a new dog Barney and compared to star when he was a puppy, Barney is naughty and aggressive.

I'll write later I'm trying to watch a movie.

Saint Gianna's feast day

36 degrees celcius. Summer heat is getting worse. Mike had nosebleed moments again while taking a shower 2 days ago. And I did not freak out because since April started i was just waiting for it to happen. And I must say this is better than last summer where he was on medical leave because he was ill last summer. Anyway, day6 of duphaston. Im mostly home due to the intense heat. As if summer is mad. It's even harder when you are on medication because it makes your head ache, makes your muscles cramp and tummy aches. But all for you Carlisle. Just to have you, that one miracle I am praying for. Today is the feast day of Saint Gianna, happy feast day! when im bored i usually just read testimonies from a website dedicated for her. I could not think of any other first name aside from Gianna be ause as promised, Gianna will be the name of my first daughter. I hope my pregnancy this year will be a safe one. Yes I am mightly claiming it already that I have deep faith I will get pregnant this year and definitely give birth next year. Now is a great time. Next year Carlisle or Gianna, you will be welcomed by a loving family.

Saint Gianna and Babyshower

Just some random thoughts not specifically for you Lailail. Last Saturday night I was thinking about Saint Gianna because it is nearing her feast day when I was channel surfing. I hardly go up to EWTN but somehow that night i just kept on searching channels until i saw Saint Gianna"s life story. Ironic lang diba? (Summer now and it's gonna rain hard here as i type). I hope saint gianna remembers my prayers too. I once touched her gloves which is considered a second hand relic.

Yesterday we just went to mass at 8:30 and stayed here at home until late afternoon. We went to a relative"s baby shower. I was thinking of how pretty your own baby shower will be and more fun and lots of games! It will be here at home in Binan and ill ask some people to prepare a simple meal or better like Ate Mia's bring your own food. Potluck is better. Your room will be upstairs. Our Lego room will be you room since it is the cleanest. I think you will hardly stay in your own room anyway. Im on my second day to duphaston anak. May God and all the saints in heaven continue to guide Dra Morin as she treats me in this difficult journey once again.

It takes 27 days to Make It a Habit

it takes 27 days to make it a habit. yestarday mikee star and i went walking/ jogging arund nuvali. a total of 45 minutes. got tired immidiately and went to slip early. today day 2 i was all by myself so i asked star to join me and ha was panting so hard i had to stop. 25 more days to go before i makeit a habit. So help me God. I can only do it at night because if i wake up to early, what shall i do?

April 13

dear dada,

you always know how to comfort me in times of sadness:) thank you! i was a bit upset with the usual negative result. i don't know why until now there are times being sad seems fresh even if i should and must be used to some constant things i have no control. you seem to protect me from returning into depression. you may not be aware but i feel that way.