Happy second bday my twins

wow i cannot belive i havent written anything for 2014 and now its 2015. Last Jan 6, anthony carlyle & gianna lily just turned two years old! can you believe that? updates: they go to infants and toddlers discovery center at bf homes paranaque. they love to play and very makulit sila.

Update: You are now 7 months

Im sorry my twins for not being keen on writing since I had been so lazy and well, i dont have much access on internet since we are now living in Alabang since you got home from the hospital. But I do manage to update your baby books:)

@ 7 months, Gianna can crawl on her belly, loves to eat and can sleep longer, got hospitalized at Binan doctors, laughs and plays with Carlyle (loves to grab toys around the house) can sit in a walker, cries when we clean her nose, can intake 5 oz of milk. Loves to eat Marie biscuits etc

Carlyle can turn from side to side, rest on his tummy, loves to thumbsuck, is a self soother (can put himself to sleep), loves to eat breadsticks, laughs and plays with his mouth making rain

Goodbye 2012

Goodbye 2012!

It's been a good year for me and my husband Mike. Although at the first quarter of the year, I was sick with bad cough and bad allergies. The best part was deciding to go back to Dra. Morin and she helped me get pregnant. June was our special month because we did get pregnant! 

Christmas Time

Merry Christmas My Twins!

carlyle and gianna,

Merry Christmas darling babies! Oh words cannot express how much dada and I love you both! Your first gifts are from Owa and Owo, teddy bears! I will upload pictures once I use the laptop:) 

It has been a tradition that our family stays in a hotel for Christmas Eve (Kuya Star is always left alone in the house) And this  year same as last year we are staying at Manila Peninsula Hotel in Makati City. We had dinner buffet around 8:30 pm and instead of going to mass tonight at 10 pm we just waited for midnight to come. 

Next year this time around you are around 11 months and for sure you will be handful:) Ive been awake for one hour because you guys got hungry bec mama just ate a little for dinner. I will sleep now its 3:15am goodnight my twins

30 Weeks and Counting

Dearest Carlisle and Gianna,

I had written a blog about your gender prior to this one but I haven't posted it yet. Anyway, we are now 30 weeks from yesterday. and as usual, things got a little dramatic when I texted Dra De Jesus that i was having contractions and we were ordered to have Non Stress Test for both of you. So you see, Mommy is a little worried you will be out soon and Daddy Mikee panicked. 

Its not a great experience after all because two nights ago, Dec 6 it was lola Evie's birthday so we ate at King Bee. That same night, I was in pain i couldn't move. I barely can walk and Daddy had to help me. Even at night I had to ask daddy to help me get up. Daddy loves us so much we dont want you out yet because it will be harder for everyone. We want what is best for you so If I had to stay in bed for 6 weeks I will do it. 

We love you both. Hang in there and pls cooperate. 

May 3, 2008 diary

To My future first born,

As I write to you my first journal entry let me emphasize how precious you are to me. I have so many stories to share with you. i dont even knoew where to start, on which chapter i may say. Life suffering from infertility is shattering. There are times that i want to give up for there are lonely days. I am still learning. I am just 24 and i have suffered from a painful miscarriage. I have been to several doctors, several treatments...so far syempre wala padin result. but I am still hoping with the grace of God that the Lord will give me enough strenght and patience. I am just being sentimental because my journey has been long (long enough for me).

Anyway, your father Mike had his first gym visit today. (its for your daddy too he suffered from TIA) In just a few days your dad will be exactly a year afetr suffering from this illness. But he has lost a lot of weight. Maybe you can see naman sa pictures.

About me today, I have a very heavy period which made me domesticated today. I forgot to tell you that I am goig back to work. It was last December 5,2006 when i last worked. I am so opften bored with my life just waiting for the day to see you. If you will ask me someday what I do everyday here's my answer. I eat (which made me heavier!), I sleep often, I surf the net but I am not techie, I read a lot and do the same old stuff. "Kawawa naman ako" I usually say that kaya good for me ill be back sq corporate world. I just hope this time I will be able to stay long enough para magka maternity benefits.

Here are some names I'd like you to have. Miguel Lorenzo (if twins +) Gabriel Angelo. If girl naman nickename Zia name Joanne Zia. It means light in arabic.

x'cess: Ate sasa is sleeping half of the time I was writing. I hope maabutan mo si ate.

Our letter to dada

Dear Dada, 

 I love you so much even if i don't tell you often. I am blessed to have you as my partner in life. You are always there to support me. Even if we weren't married yet you supported me and maybe you dont remember things as much  as i do. You bought me pants and pink blouse and a green one for my first job at convergys. You subscribed real living for me even  if we both know I am not a practicing designer. You used to do my homework when i had no computer or my internet was down. Maybe you forgot those already im pretty sure but those little things made me fall in love with you. 

Now that we are expecting two babies, I know you will be the best father for them. I just hope you would not spoil them. dada mahirap man at magastos basta magkakasama tayo apat at healthy tayong lahat ok na sa akin. I dont want branded items for our kids i just want what is essential for them. Do not stress yourself before they arrive lets just enjoy our remaining days together just the two of us because sure ako major adjustment  pagdating nila. I will expect a reply from you.